We have 2 more weeks of summer, and it's safe to say I'm struggling. I just read the post about Kota, and he helped me a lot. Helped me to not focus on me so much. I've been at my computer most of the past 4 hours, accomplishing little and stressing a lot. I really have no idea how I'm going to get a first client / first paid job as a copywriter. It's just so Big and Overwhelming right now. It's 1:30 p.m., and I'm still in my pajamas. I need to get up and dressed and doing something different for the rest of the day.
I miss Kota. I keep checking the website and he's still listed. I run through all sorts of situations where he comes back to our home--could we possibly make it work? I don't know, and I'm scared to bring it up with our family--especially the kids because of getting their hopes up. His sweet face stays with me, his cute wagging tail and so, so many kisses!
I don't know how I'm going to get through 2 more weeks of summer--I've got to work and get stuff done, and can't really get in "summer" fun anymore. I'm stressed about bills. I've got to figure out how to make money. I think the girls understand this. Chaim doesn't. Scott's stopped asking about the course because I think he knows I'm overwhelmed.
I'm going to take a break now, and hopefully start the blog later today, but definitely tomorrow.
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